For Vanessa On Her Angelversary  / Denise Kneale (connected by angels )

Thinking of you Vanessa on your Angelversary, knowing that you are safe, loved and in perfect peace.
Please stay close to your dear family, leaving little signs so they know that you are always near to them.
Love and Blessings Denise mum to James. http://james-kneale.memory-of.com xxx Close

Remembering Vanessa  / Carol Pizzi (Angel Debbie's Mom )
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And God Said.......  / Diane Angel Mom- Katie Cassidy (I care )
I said, God I hurt
And God said, I know

I said, I cry alot
And God said, That's why I gave you tears

I said, Life is so hard
And God said, That's why I gave you loved ones

I said, But my loved one died!!
And God said, So did mine!!

I said, It's such a great loss!!
And God said, I saw mine nailed to a cross!!

I said, But your loved one lives!!
And God said, So does yours!!

I said, Where is she now??
And God said, My Son is by my side and
Your Vanessa is in my arms!!

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i miss u  / Nicole Farrilli (1 cousin )
Dear  vanessa i miss u so much i cant stop thinking of u or crying it has been so hard when ever i think about u or say your name i cry  because  it remindes me of all the good times and memories we spent together  and it really  hurts  every christmas or easter or ur  birthday or even new years and especially november 5  it really hurt me to see u that day and then the next day in the coffon their  is a big empty  space  in the family and i am waiting for u to come and fill it  i really miss u and love u more than any  body else even in school i think of u because u were my 1 cousin and that   for me was really special  but if i have to make one wish in life it would be for u to come back and fill the big empty space in the family. i love u and really love u. vanessa please watch over the family and over your friends cousins ants and uncles and grandparents. love u vane.  R.I.P. I LOVE U Close

i miss u  / Nicole Farrilli (1 cousin )
dear  vanessa i miss u so much i cant stop thinking of u or crying it has been so hard when ever i think about u or say your name i cry  because  it remindes me of all the good times and memories we spent together  and it really  hurts  every christmas or easter or ur  birthday or even new years and especially november 5  it really hurt me to see u that day and then the next day in the coffon their  is a big empty  space  in the family and i am waiting for u to come and fill it  i really miss u and love u more than any  body else even in school i think of u because u were my 1 cousin and that   for me was really special  but if i have to make one wish in life it would be for u to come back and fill the big empty space in the family. i love u and really love u. vanessa please watch over the family and over your friends cousins ants and uncles and grandparents. love u vane.  R.I.P. I LOVE U Close

i miss u  / Nicole Farrilli (1 cousin )
dear  vanessa i miss u so much i cant stop thinking of u or crying it has been so hard when ever i think about u or say your name i cry  because  it remindes me of all the good times and memories we spent together  and it really  hurts  every christmas or easter or ur  birthday or even new years and especially november 5  it really hurt me to see u that day and then the next day in the coffon their  is a big empty  space  in the family and i am waiting for u to come and fill it  i really miss u and love u more than any  body else even in school i think of u because u were my 1 cousin and that   for me was really special  but if i have to make one wish in life it would be for u to come back and fill the big empty space in the family. i love u and really love u. vanessa please watch over the family and over your friends cousins ants and uncles and grandparents. love u vane.  R.I.P. I LOVE U Close

i miss u  / Nicole Farrilli (1 cousin )
dear  vanessa i miss u so much i cant stop thinking of u or crying it has been so hard when ever i think about u or say your name i cry  because  it remindes me of all the good times and memories we spent together  and it really  hurts  every christmas or easter or ur  birthday or even new years and especially november 5  it really hurt me to see u that day and then the next day in the coffon their  is a big empty  space  in the family and i am waiting for u to come and fill it  i really miss u and love u more than any  body else even in school i think of u because u were my 1 cousin and that   for me was really special  but if i have to make one wish in life it would be for u to come back and fill the big empty space in the family. i love u and really love u. vanessa please watch over the family and over your friends cousins ants and uncles and grandparents. love u vane.  R.I.P. I LOVE U Close

Soo Much Time Has Passed!!  / Laura Gualtieri (Good Friend..Shatty )

My sweet Vane..

I am sorri i havent been on here in a while.. but everytime i do get the chance.. it brings back memories of 2 years ago...juss getting that call and finding out that someone soo close to me has left to a better place.
I cant belive that in less than a month it will be your 2 year Anniversary. Time flies by!!..
alot has happened in the past couple months...things that totally changed my life...for the good and the bad...
i lost and rekindled friendships...
lost and gained a job ....
But one of the most important things ive realized is that life is too short to have regrets and to have hatred against one another..
The things we say to people when we are mad at them are out of anger-emotions...
You know that i went through a period of my life that i just stayed away from everyone...lost connection with friends family and most of all.. myself!!
But ive learned that i cant always be negative and depressed... i have to learn to forgive and just go on with life...ive learn to let people back into my life... give them the second chance that we should always do .. i just needed my reasurance that life would go on and that everytime i look at ur picture.. of course i see that beautiful smile of yours.. but i always look deeper and see that life will always go on .. ya there will be bumps .. ups and downs... but that cant ever stop u from wanting the most important things in life!
I love u Vane... dont ever forget that ...
until we meet again amore ..
xoxoxo Love always ... ur Number 1 Shatty!!

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Always will be this way..  / Joanne Savino (sister)
Today I was talking to a girl that I work with and I asked her if she had ever lost anyone that she loved with all her might..she said no.  Then I asked her if it is normal to think of the person that I lost every minute of the day.  She was not sure.  I then was telling her that everything that I do and everything that I see reminds me of you.  I feel as though I am obssesed with you and that I will forever be reminded of the love and bond that we had.  She then told me that it probably is normal and that I should not be scared but the truth is that I am scared, scared of myself and what my thoughts sometimes do to me.  I am scared that I will ache this way forever and that I will always have tears in my eyes.  
Vanessa my angel just know that I love you forever and a day and that you have given me the best gift ever-even thought it was a short period of time-and that gift was you.  I cherish every memory I have and always think of you and try so hard to remember everything that we have shared.  Your death has caused me great difficulty but I survive each and every day of this hell becasue I love you and know that you would want me to be strong.  
Daniela is my rock she is the reason that I wake up in the morning and I have turned the anger that I have into trying my best to be the best mom for her becasue I am not sure how much time we may have together.  
Somedays I have to ask God "What have I done to deserve this pain?"  Have I been so bad to be dealt the cards that I have been dealt.  
I miss you Ness and will forever cry for you.  
You better be sure that you save me a spot next to you becasue the first thing I will be doing when I die is looking for you and my comfy cloud next to you becasue my life has already been so rough that I will need a realy comfy cloud for my ass to sit on.

Love you now and forever.

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Long Time  / Melissa Di Prospero (one of her many friends )
Hey Vanessa,
     Wow I feel like crap, I havent been on here in such a long time and when I finally sat down and came on here my heart ached. Everytime I come on here I feel sadness, still find it hard to believe your actually gone, even when I go and visit you it breaks my heart to be sitting there looking up on the wall and seeing your picture knowing thats the only way I could see you for now. I hope you like your mermaid I left there and its keeping you campany. 
    As you know I had one of the greatest joys come my way and ended suddenly and its been very rough for me as you know. I just hope that some how baby Matteo made it up there with you and is in your loving arms. Please give me and everyone else dear to me that has been affected the strength and reassurance that everything will be okay. I know that everything happens for a reason but sometimes that statement is just too difficult to understand, but one day I know it will happen again and it will bring if not the same but more joy back into my life.
     I love you Vanessa and miss you dearly. Keeping you in my prayers and thoughts everyday.

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....................-.... / Jenn (Sister)
As the time passes I feel more & more numb, I can not accept the fact that u are gone n i don't think that i ever will, I try to avoid things now like coming on the website and visiting u at the cemetary ! ......so many things are flying by and u are not here to share them ! Zelinda's wedding (that was a really hard one) ! my birthday ! celebrating things are just not the same without u! it never will be! there is not an hour that goes by that i do not think of u.....what it would be like to have  u here ! how different life would be !  
Everything is changing now and i don't know how to deal with it ! i need guidance and i don't know how to ask my little sister for it but here it is i am asking u for guidance and help me along the right paths i need u in my life so bad ! 

I think what hurts the most is u not being able to see how beautiful and big Daniela is and how fast she is growing ! I am trying my best to be the best zia i can be ! I want her to see both of us in me so pls show me the way to be the best zia possiable ! b/c we all know that u were and always wanted to be the best zia possiable ! 

I love u n miss u more n more every single day ! I can't wait till the day we meet again ! then n only then will i once again feel complete ! 

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Father's Day  / Rosemary Sis Of Alvin Cremeans

Wishing Vanessa's Dad a peaceful Father's Day.
love and prayers,
Rosemary sis of Alvin Cremeans
xoxo

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Today, Tommorow and forever  / Joanne Savino (Sister)
So much time had passed.  I miss you more and more each day.  As time passes it does seem a little bit easier but at the same time I miss you so much.  The pain has some what dulled but does take my breath away still at times.  I want you to know that I love you forever.  I was thinking the other day about what it would be like to die and have you come and take me away with you.  I was thinking about if I died today how long would it be before I saw you?? How long before you would come and get me??  Would you be the first one that I see??  I know that I am crazy and should not be thinking of that but I can not help it.. I just can not help wondering what it is going to be like..I jsut know that I better be the next one to go because I will not be able to handle another lose as deep as this one is.  

I love you and it is hard for me to come onto this web site and is also hard for me to come and visit you at the cemetary.  I just don't want to do that any more (I am not sure why).  I think of you all the time (daily) and I wish that we had more time together. 

Daniela is now 4 and she is getting so big and she is so beautiful.  She talks about you all the time and always says that she wishes that you could come down to us.  

We all miss you so much..

What it meant to lose you no one will ever know...

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Today, Tommorow and forever  / Joanne Savino (Sister)
So much time had passed.  I miss you more and more each day.  As time passes it does seem a little bit easier but at the same time I miss you so much.  The pain has some what dulled but does take my breath away still at times.  I want you to know that I love you forever.  I was thinking the other day about what it would be like to die and have you come and take me away with you.  I was thinking about if I died today how long would it be before I saw you?? How long before you would come and get me??  Would you be the first one that I see??  I know that I am crazy and should not be thinking of that but I can not help it.. I just can not help wondering what it is going to be like..I jsut know that I better be the next one to go because I will not be able to handle another lose as deep as this one is.  

I love you and it is hard for me to come onto this web site and is also hard for me to come and visit you at the cemetary.  I just don't want to do that any more (I am not sure why).  I think of you all the time (daily) and I wish that we had more time together. 

Daniela is now 4 and she is getting so big and she is so beautiful.  She talks about you all the time and always says that she wishes that you could come down to us.  

We all miss you so much..

What it meant to lose you no one will ever know...

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HAPPY FATHER'S DAY  / Debbie Wengert Kevin's Mom

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Hey Vanessa  / Samantha Scott (Childhood Friend )
Hey sweetie, long time no talk, I have been a very busy bee lately. But I haven't forgot you in my prayers. I hope everything is ok with you up there, and your family down here. I thought I'd tell you that I'm engaged to be married. I wish we were closer growing up, because growing up with you as a friend would be awesome. I miss you lots, and hope you watch over all of us while we grow into people you inspired us to be. If you come across my nonno, please tell him of the good news. I hope you guys are having fun playing cards and loud music or something. Love you guys.

Sammie

To Vanessa sisters and parents, hope all is well. I am sorry for your loss and hope you all are doing ok. Much love my family to yours. Close

VAneSSss / P. Pirruccio (bestest friennddddd` )

myyyyy loveee my sunshineeeee i misss u sooo much u dont even understand....vaness im soo sorry i havent written on here in a while but u know i never forget about u....its just soo crazzyy vaness all u hear about now is young ppl dieing its soo crazzyy and everytime i hear about something like that you pop in my headddddd :(:(....there have been sometimes i just wanted to go to ur house or pick up my phone and dial ur number vaness u were the only 1 i could really turn too...i miss tellin u my storiess...vaness please if u read this please give me a sign that your with mee pleaseeeeee.....i need to feel ur pressence....it was my birfday last week and you were pose to be there for my 20th and u werent...but i can honestly u were with me that whole night partying it up and i love u soo much for thattt vanessss plzzzzz give me a sign...i really need to seee u again come visit me aasapp..lol...whenever ur not busy k hunnnyyy i love u with all of my heart.....mwaaa missss u sooo muchhhh babyyyyyyyy 

love u always and forever ur bestest ur 1 and only 
                   *munchkin* XoxO

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..... / Jenn (Sister)
Emptyness surrounds me today more then yesterday ! tomorrow more then the day before ! it's never going to feel normal again ! not till the day that we are once again together ! 
I miss u more then words can ever express pls come visit me in my dreams i need u I need u ! Close

..... / Jenn (Sister)
Emptyness surrounds me today more then yesterday ! tomorrow more then the day before ! it's never going to feel normal again ! not till the day that we are once again together ! 
I miss u more then words can ever express pls come visit me in my dreams i need u I need u ! Close

Vannneeeee / Jessica Gneo (<3Bestfrienddd)
Hii Vane , i know i havnet been on here for a whileee ... well ive been on here, just never signed in a while :( ... well today me and the girls went by ur house to see ur mom ad as you know to take some memories of you with us .. ok so they were mostly clothes and ur prolly pisssed .. but u lovee us :) lol honestly vaneee i think that has had to be the hardest thing ive ever had to doo ... it felt so wronggg, but i know u were there with usss.. im really glad we went by.. i reaally miss you vanerz .. more than words can expresss .. i love u wiht all of my heart and i hope uu know that!!! please come visiit me, send me a sign that ur here with mee .. I just misss everything about u, it feeeels so wrong that ur not here :( 
Love you Vanee .. i always have and i always willl ... (K) Love alwayssssss ur one and onlllyy ... Jessicaca* Close