Happy Birthday Vanessa!  / Carol Pizzi (Angel Debbie's Mom )

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Happy Birthday  / Jenny Tavendale Mum To Ross

Thinking of you today Vanessa and hoping you will have a ball with all the other precious Angels and to your special family I send them my love, please know my thoughts are with you.

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I miss you...  / Joanne Savino (Sister forever )
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Hi / Robin (none)
I came upon Vanessa's site and was surprised to see that we lost both our kids on the same day and year. They also share the same month for birthdays but Cody would of been 2 He was born March 3 and became an angel Nov 5 2005. I am so sorry about your loss I know this month is a really hard one for you because I know it is for me.


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Happy Birthday Vanessa  / Jenny Tavendale Mum To Ross
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Happy upcoming birthday wishes to you precious angel Vanessa  / Janet (Mom To Nicholas Piccolo)
God bless you sweetheart. Sending you all my Hugs & prayers

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My sunshine  / Jenn Di Biasio (Sister)

You are my Sunshine my only Sunshine, u make me Happy when skies are grey you'll never know Dear how much I LOVE U......why'd u take my Sunshine away...............................

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MISS YOU SOOO MUCH  / Alex DeCheeks/Puta (Puta)
Hey Puta,
I know i haven't written to you in a LOOONG time but I just can't bring myself to look at pictures from the past and write to you like we use to. Vane I MISSS YOU SOOOOO MUCH you don't understand. I have pictures of you all over my room and not a day goes by that i don't think about you or talk to you. Ale and I joke about the past here and there. But nothing will compare to the real you, you and your stupid faces and always compaining about something. Its almost been a year and a half that you've been missing from our lives and it's almost your 20th b-day. Can you believe Puta were getting old. When you left us you taught things or two. NEVER TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED, LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST AND LIVE EVERYDAY AS YOUR LAST DAY ON EARTH. I just regret not seeing you as much once we finished high school. I still remember the last night that i saw you, it was halloween of 2005 and you and Mel were going to Joanne's (old house now) and me and Ale were giving out candies to the kids either though between you and mel eating them all there wasn't enough for the actual kids. lol I still picture that night like it was yesterday. My dad experienced loosing his best friend last week and realized how hard it was. He was lost for days... Well Puta I think i'm going to run out of room soon. All i want to say is that I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU! One thing I would ask for is to spend an entire day with you and the day i would pick is March 9th 2007. Your birthday cause the last birhtday i celebrated with you was when Ale and I took you to Hotel (obvisiously!) where else would of we taken you back then. lol.  Love you & Miss you!
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How I miss you..  / Joanne Savino
Oh Ness,

I am really just broken..I am not sure what the hell to do at times..visions of you come to me with out warning and it makes me fucken crazy....I am not sure how much longer I am going to be able to do this..I am really having a hard time dealing with the fact that I am not going to ever see you again..ya I know that they say there is a heaven and that we will meet agian but that does me no good becasue I want you here and I need you here...My life has changed and I am not sure how to deal with it..the medication helps but I still have many sleepless nights and I am still going crazy.

Your 20th birthday...OMG  I just couldn't wait till you turned 20.  I had so many plans for us..to go out and have fun together..
I was thinking about you today (as always) and I was just so angry at the fact that you will never get to have what I have-a wonderful husband and a child....oh how I wish I could change that..I think about how your wedding would have been and how wonderful you would look and how I would cry so much (as I am doing right now)..Oh Ness how does one deal with such pain..how do I live the rest of my life with out you..how how how....

So much shit is going on (as always) I just want peace and happiness for everyone.  Send them angels and strength...
look after all who need to be looked after

I want to be with you so bad..I think about how you look now and what you are doing (or would be doing)....I am so consumed by all this..I love you and just can't do it anymore..
Nella always talks about you and she is now understanding what death is and all she keeps saying is "Mom will you die or will dad die"  I just want to tell her no but the reality is that we do not know what the hell is going to happen.  I try my best to keep your memory alive for her and I hope that you visit her in her dreams(she has mentioned it once or twice)..
Keep her safe...

My life will forever be changed and I need to know that you are ok..I want so much to see you...I want so much to touch you...I need to keep you safe(as I always did)...I feel numb at times..

I will never be the same and i need to learn to deal with it but the pain is just unbearable at times...

i love you Nina and just do me one thing and visit me in my dreams I need it...

Love you always and forever...
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Hi SugarPlum  / Alessia C. (bff/ sister )
Hey gorgeous, i know i havent written to you in a long time, but i do think of u everyday and wish u all the best!! i still cant believe how long its been, i wish i could just turn back time but we all know we cant. just promise me u will forever stay by my side, and love me as much as i love you- unconditionally!... i love you so much and miss u im going to come visit u this week, and then again for your birthday!! i hope u liked the pink flowers i brought u a bit ago, and the card with the poem i made... well i love u... ill see you soon, miss and love u tuns... xox!!

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Oh Ne.............  / Jenn Di Biasio (Sister)

What a turn life has made since u have been gone. As much as we all wish that u were still here...u are the fortunate one that does not have to deal with the pain that we deal with everyday......u are too delicate and special to have to deal with any of this.......ur presents is always felt around me but I wish that I could phisically still touch hold and kiss u....I keep trying to play back that day that I last saw u...it was the Wed before u passed. I remeber trying to give u directions to get home and told u to follow me to the highway then u went one way and i went the other and i could not keep my eyes off ur car.....for some reason I felt somthing and then it all made sense that was the last time that I was ever gonna see u. I gave u a big kiss too before we went our seperate ways......oh how I long for the day that we are together again. ............I am not sure what Zia Maria is talking about but pls whatever u do keep our family safe all of them................we can't stand to lose neone else...................
Forever ur sister forever ur friend
Jenn
xoxxoooxxoooxxoo

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Still missing you  / Maria Farrilli (aunt)
Vanessa I can't believe how everything and everyone has changed since you been gone..Nothing seems right anymore without you here...Just wrong...Everyone seems to be going through a rough time.Everyone misses you so..We still talk about you as if you were still her..(I WISH). Can't get the image of you out of my head on the hospital bed, and then taking you in that bag to the morge. It kills me how they took you from us with out any warning..It doesn't seem fair. But in deed God got the most beauitful angel of all. Your cousins Peter, Joey and Nicole always think and talk of you. They miss you so much.. Your Uncle Joe always comes to see you..Vanessa please look after him you know he's not doing to well..It scares me when he talks about you all the time...He always tells me he wants to be close to you when he goes..Zia came to see you with Zia Ellie, Samantha and Nicole..it gives us such peace when were next to you. Your birthday is coming up you'll be 20 years old..We're all planning to spend the day with you...Don't worry your never a lone.. Daniela was talking about you yesterday how your with Jesus..Vanessa I love you and miss you more then words can ever express..When you died you took a piece if my heart with you...My heart still breaks for you..Love you always and forever..ZIA.   Close

With Love  / Veronica Angelmom To Zachary Vanwinkle
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Happy Valentines Day  / Jenn Di Biasio (Sister)

Happy Valentines Day 
Love u so very much
u will always be my one n 
only Valentine.....
xoxoxoxoxoxo

Jenn

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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY VANESSA  / Debbie Wengert (Kevin's Mom )

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im sorry  / Christina Pirruccio
hiiii vaness im sooooo sorrry its been a while since ive written to u...but i have been busy as u can tell im gettin my life back together...ive started work finally but now that im there i really dont want to be...but i have to make money some how riight....well as u can see my life isnt that great at the moment everyday i find something else wrong with me lol...but what can i do...i gotta stay healthy noww and i know i have u watching me and i thank god everyday for having such a beautiful, wonderful, amazing, loving angel to watch over me and all her loved ones. vaness i really truely miss everything about u, the times i would call u for advice about life in general boyfriends(i could of used ur advice last month)...but i gues si just had to find out the hard wayy but if there was anything i could do just to see u physcially i would pay or do anything in my nature to doo....i think about u all the time every second that my days go by...even if i dont write u know i love u with every inch of my heart and i promise i will be coming to visit u soon...please vaness give me a sign let me know everything will be ok....i just wanna see u 1 time..thats all i ask..

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Wow so much time has passed....  / Jenn Di Biasio (Sister)
Ness already 14months have gone by...it feels like forever.......there are times still that I think and truly try to convince myself that you are still here. I WISH !!!
It feels like sometimes that my memory slips and I forget certian things that we did together or things that u used to say or what u sound or even look like.......Still 14 months later I have not had a dream of you or at least that i can remember..sometimes I feel like you were here and close to me in my dreams but then i wake up n it's nothing...maybe just maybe it's u coming to visit me at night....u know there are so many ppl that say that they dream of u n i am so envious...who knows maybe tonight will be my night but whenever it is I will never want to wake up from it...maybe that's it too I am too selfish n i wouldn't want u to go...............
A bond that is made by sisters is one that is unbreakalbe.....we will forever be bonded....
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14 months ago...  / Joanne Savino (Sister)
was when my life changed.

I still have to think back and try to remember the times that I had with you and not the times that I can't have with you.

It is not fair and I am so angry.

I just want to say that I love you and miss you everyday.  
Somedays are good and others are bad but I guess that this is my new life.

love you always and forever,

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A valentine for an angel  / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans
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Miss You!!!  / Jessica Gneo (Bestfriend<3)
Hey Vane .. wow its beeen a while ive writen ..but im always on here, at home or at work :) Vane i know u know this but theres so much shit going on right now ... and i always talk to you about it and i know u hear me .. but i neeed you here to talk in person .... its just not the same ... as you know i got BRONCHITIS AGAINN :(:( jeezz man it never fails with me lol anywho i jsut wanted to send you my love and let u know im still here just beeen realllybusy .... i cant beliveee it still vane .. its soo unrealll and been tooo longggg :(:( i love you vaa .. always have and always willllll <3 

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