No one will ever understand... / Joanne Savino (big sis )
The days go by and I am still here but a part of me is gone.
My heart is aching becasue I know what you were going through before you died. No one likes to admit it but I only know becasue you told me.
If I had one wish it would be:
"To hold you in my arms, take the pain away, thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes, there's nothing I would'nt do to have just one more chance to look into your eyes and see you looking back.
At times I want to call you but I know you won't be there.
Are you looking down apon me"
Oh Ness I miss you soo very much but I know that God called you home because you are safe there and no one can hurt you anymore.
I think that I am getting used to the new life that I have to live. I have no choice but to try my best everyday and keep you in my heart and live my life as best I can.
It is hard for me though, I mean it is so verrry hadr for me but I am getting the help that I need but it is just not the same.
Not one day goes by that I do not cry, not one day goes by that I do not think about you, not one day goes by that I don't think about what she has done, not one day goes by that I dont thank God for what I have and what he has given me, and most of all not one day goes by that I don't think about how it brings me closer to you.
Rest in Peace my angel becasue now you can rest and not worry..
Love you always and forever
Nina
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